I am almost 30 years old. I have three kids. I’ve been married for 7 years. I am staying home with my three kids while my husband serves in the Navy. We have a good life. So what is my deal? What is so wrong that I always feel like I am angry? Why can’t I find my place in this world, family, life…. or even day? I feel like I am always running through the motions to just get through the day. Filling my time with useless tasks to keep our family in what I feel is this stagnant place.
I’ve been mulling over this for some time and I think my first problem is I have no clue where I am going, or even where I want to go. Who do I want to be? How do I want to get there? What is my ideal future?
My first task is to figure out all of those things. I need to set a clear path of goals for myself and my family. I need to know what I am working for and why. I need get myself in line with myself.
I give myself to the end of the week. I will have my goals set. I will know who I am now, who I want to be, and what I want for my family. Then I will work on my path to get there.
I will snap out of it.